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ReikoC., 190491hotmail/facebook/tumblr You don't have to give me the world on a silver platter. You don't have to make me feel like I'm on top of the world. You don't have to give in to all my wishes. You don't have to make me happy. We'll just keep the neighbours awake till late with our Love Sex & Magikc. — I'm Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close. & I'm Proud of It
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Thursday, April 29, 2010
Dear Diary You have made me realize how much strength I actually have. You have made me believe in people. You have made me believe in you, dreams, and relationships again. To be honest, you have gone through the things you never had to go through, and I would not have blamed you for leaving. But you stuck it out with me. You heard me scream and cry in pain through those doors, you have seen me upset because I can't understand what it is like to be in your head. You have seen me scream, shoot people down, and adopt to stupid, disrespectful and bizarre methods of handling people like my mom. You've even had the heart and courage to be here, even when it hurts, even when it's something that may anger you. It may not mean much to you, it may not mean much to others, but all that, means the world to me. I've seen more than I've wanted to, I've been through more than enough. And a gem like you comes only once. I don't want to spend another lifetime having to find you again. And since I've already got you here, I'm not letting you run anywhere, as how I'm never running anywhere either. Baby that’s all I need Is someone like you Burning through me No, I’ve never seen the sky As vanilla as tonight And it’s here I hold you close When I finally close my eyes And it never ever fails The sun comes up the story dies And I don’t know why Baby that’s all I need Is someone like you Burning through me Ohh and it’s never fair The way that we meet and you disappear No, it don’t feel like sleep When I’m this alive it’s true I believe in you I believe in you, ohh It’s so hard to give you up But too easy to pretend Like the way the leaves would fall Tell the both of us would end What to tell me friends Baby that’s all I need Is someone like you Burning through me Ohh and it’s never fair The way that we meet and you disappear No it don’t feel like sleep When I’m this alive it’s true I believe in you… I believe in you, ohh, yeah What you want isn’t what you get Isn’t what you want isn’t what you get What you want isn’t what you get Isn’t what you want isn’t what you get I believe in you What you want isn’t what you get Isn’t what you want isn’t what you get I believe in you What you want isn’t what you get Isn’t what you want isn’t what you get Cuz baby that’s all I need Is someone like you Burning through me Oh and it’s never fair The way that me meet and you disappear Oh and its oh so real The way that we talk The way that you feel Oh and I want to scream, but I know the fault lies with me Cuz I believe in you, hey I believe in you I believe in you, ohhhh I Believe In You I won't bother to have late night talks with you, that end up in huge arguments, just to hear you say "I'll try". The thing I'm asking of you, isn't hard. It isn't impossible, and neither is it something I've only asked of you once. I've begged you many times to help you help me, and vice versa. Don't tell me that you can only prove your worth to me in time. Time won't do shit for any of us, if you can't promise to seize the opportunity now. Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Supermassive Black Hole If I had a choice, I would choose to make everyone allies It's a faraway ideal dream. But it's worth a try, if it means that I could make you feel better. Sometimes, I say how uncomfortable it makes me feel to be here. But I can't deny everything that has happened. And though I display things like an open book exhibition, on the inside, if I'm here, and I'm the problem, I'll leave. P.S. You could be my Unintended Monday, April 26, 2010
This Song Brings Back Alot Of Memories: As I'm Sure It Did For Britney Spears. Sometimes I feel a certain form of self insecurity. It's like a warning sign that flashes over and over again I know that with all the conventional straps people have attached, this situation we have won't last. But I'm so bent on proving them wrong. Not because I have something to prove, but because I have something real here. For once, someone worth fighting for. Love; Reiko Sunday, April 25, 2010
Hey You Happy 19th Birthday Shasz (:    Saturday, April 24, 2010
You I Dream Up A Dream, Of You And Me, Sitting By The Pacific, The Way Dom & Letty Did. Maybe It's A Faraway Thing, But It's Something I Don't Ever Want To Stop Dreaming About. Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Empire State Of Mind Tuesday, April 20, 2010
You Make Me Feel Sweetness isn't it? Somehow that blogpost lit up my night/earlymorning. Although Mundane and a little normal, today was great all the same  I don’t have a title for this post, neither do I know what I should be writing. But in all birthdays, do we hear some sort of resolution. Some sort of pick-me-up because the last year, wasn’t as eventful, and we hope to make the following one better. I’ve been living 19 years, enough to say I’ve lived enough to know the difference between black and white, the difference in genders i.e. make, female, homosexual, hemphrodite etc and definitely, the difference between all the birthdays I’ve had from before. Nobody really takes note of something till they’re reminded. The people who remember, or at least spend a moment to ponder on it, are the ones that make it all worthwhile. I guess that’s the only realization/comparison that I’ve managed to sieve out. But, despite being normal, and a little mundane, today was as beautiful as it could get. I had a rough April to begin with. I’ve been better. Smelled, tasted, felt, and experienced better, but I take it all with a pinch of salt. No matter what, I know that if i’m dreaming, and you’re not doing anything to kill this dream, then it’s a reality that will forever be mine And hey, I’m 19, two more years till I’m 21, and then it’s the road to 50. My daddy’s words never cease to tickle, amaze, intrigue and capture me “You’re Never Old Till You’re 50. That’s When You Actually Start Living” Hi Happy 19th Birthday Reiko. You Outdid Yourself This Time.  Successfully Managed To Make It Nothing(?) But I Am Thankful For the Birthday Gift And I'm Thankful For Him Though I Have My Lapses and Doubts Sometimes But I'm Sure Good Things Happen For Good People And Even if not for Good People At least for the bad people that have learnt with time Happy 19th Birthday Reiko Sunday, April 18, 2010
Hey Mr Arnstein Here I Am I Guess I Knew But I'm Still Hoping Saturday, April 17, 2010
Somehow We Both Are You & Me Happening. It Was Fast. I Hope Nothing's Gonna Be Like My Past. But That Said And Done. I Can Only Hope I Pray It's The Truth I'll Always Hear I Pray That If You Have Something/Anything To Say To Me, Even If It Hurts, That You'll Say It I Pray, That I'm The One You Want To Tell Everything To. I Pray That If Everything Is As It Is, That Nothing Will Come In The Way Of Our Love "The truth is hiding in your eyes And it's hanging on your tongue" - Decode By Paramore Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Interstate Love Song This is My Just Desserts This is Karma waiting on a Sunday afternoon for what I read between the lines, your lies. feelin' like a hand in rusted shame so do you laugh or does it cry? reply? leavin' on a southern train only yesterday you lied, promises of what I seemed to be only watched the time go by, all of these things you said to me. breathing is the hardest thing to do. with all I've said and all that's dead for you, you lied - good bye leavin' on a southern train only yesterday you lied promises of what I seemed to be only watched the time go by, all of these things I said to you. The Very First Time What are we exactly What do you want us to be "If you want to play it like a game Well, come on, come on, let's play 'Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending Than have to forget you for one whole minute They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies Your little spies" - Crushcrushcrush By Paramore "The truth is hiding in your eyes And it's hanging on your tongue" - Decode By Paramore Monday, April 12, 2010
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. maybe thats why you are so magical." - Asraf Freddy Giovanni You know baby, I guess you're right about that. But I know with you, you'll remember everything about me. And I think I'd like to keep it that way. Though I can't promise perfection, I'll promise perfection even in my imperfections k? Just like you said, we'll work towards creating the life we want. And we'll show them all that we're more than whatever they could ever imagine (: wake up and look around, we lost in a space and the time is our own. Sunday, April 11, 2010
Maybe This Time Lady Peaceful, Lady Happy That's what I want to be. 
You've struck a chord in my life. Explained the un-explainable. And yet, because of everything that I've been trying to bury, erase, and vaporize, I still can't explain the insecurities I have. Simply put, I'm afraid to get hurt, and I hate having people around me, who can easily try to break what we have; tell you things about me, try to dissuade you from loving me. I've spent much too long, waiting for this one moment, this one spark to ignite. And I honestly can say, that if the wire trips this time, I may not be able to take the pain that will follow. We have substantial reason to doubt each other, enough reason to pursue other people, enough reason to get better. But I guess that's what's different. You are the best in my eyes. Everybody, Loves a Winner So Nobody Loved Me Saturday, April 10, 2010
Asraf Freddy Giovanni LoveSex&Magic I took down a couple of posts from my blog, didn't really like the outlook. But otherwise, here's something which sums up how I feel now I guess it's confusing when you tease me I guess I don't know if you'll tell me truth or lies But I trust you, & I love you I guess that makes it all worth it in the end I'm glad we had that conversation last night/thismorning Made me realise, I wanna tell you everything Share my whole life with you till the end I'll be there to hum, blink, and even sign language back a reply to everything, and I'll never forget the words "I Love You". |
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